Teardrops on my Spiral

Life is like a box of chocolates, the nasty taste is still in my mouth, I can't swallow the words that u said, so they'll just sit there, along with the pieces of my heart that you once occupied, now a modern day spy, who got a second chance w/o having to go through a first, taking notes as I spoke

Yea Right Perfection, better be her name, because in my class she gained an "A", as I tudored her, over even my favorite students, now test time has come, a hundred she gets, no thanks for me, not even a regretI don't blame you, call me a "nonchalant optomist, but I look up to u, you fill the flaws, while I gave my allBut now our crown friend royal ship has been docked, and I'll never trust it to sail again, it was full of holes, that I tried to mend, no longer shall it float, to you it was just a competitive joke, full of the 1's & 7's, a diamond in the roughBut,

I stood in the gap and prayed for mercy, let this relationship that was built on mistrust have longevity, let my face not appear when she kisses his lips, on him I wouldv'e bet all of my chipsHere he lies, a poem I can't even write, short end of the stick won't even explain my misfortune, so tuned that other channels seemed so incompetent, my heart now with a dent, occupies together the time we spentWith him I could act as wack as I really am, 'cause he didnt give a damn, about the best dressed girll everyone thought they knew, he didnt have to think, while I didnt have to speak, my heart spoke for me, in a launguage only he could understand, but I'm done with the remember whens

Your lettter was finished, I was just on pg. 3

The experiment is here, i hope the DNA fits,'cause if it don't it wasn't worth this bull s**tI wanted to be your unbrella, but love's rain broke me, no fear for my potions, or possibly, just no care for meIf I am the physics don't worry friend you have passed me, you + her - me = perfect poser chemistryNo need for goggles I've had X-ray vision since the beginning, now in the ninth inning, but my heart will keep mending, and w/o u I'll keep livinI'm genuinly happy, that ya'll are happy,

but Tyler says it best "You can't make yourself happy by bringing misery to other people" And I hope that blk woman dont turn mad and journal it, leave u paralyzed, cause I won't be there to bathe u in meThey look at me, I fake a smile so they cant see, the sleepless nights they've caused me, I'll just let these teardrops fall on my spiral..............