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What's the point of it? Everyone always says it's the worse feeling you'll ever feel....they're right!!! I hate it! There's no control in it..... I can't help how I feel, what I do, or being the stupid girl. Man, I'm the studpid girl. I keep going back, knowing he's not treating me the way I should be treated. So what's the point? Just so I can say I half-way have someone? It's not the sex 'cause I'm abstinenet!!! AAAAhhhhhaaaahhhhhh! I got it! We women hold on to the feeling of that one perfect time. It's not perfect right now, but that doesn't matter. We think we can fix something into making it perfect again....YOU CAN'T!!! It's not you!!! It's him....